Official nagging day!

Yes, as you can see for yourself, why not read it... So today, I mean everyday IS a nagging day for mee! Soo, nvm... for free some more... Haiyoo... Stuck a knife in my head also good laa... WtFUCK! urghhh! I actually have no mood for alot of things, my marks..., my brother..., my father's nagging...! OMFG! nvm, anyway got back into the skaters world today, so long time drifted my self out of the skating things, and now I'm back for more injuries... So JUNE...? Not looking forward to it... USAR course! yes! Hmm... Lunch tomorrow also I'm really looking forward to it... okay for now, sleepy + moody = BYEBYE! :)

24 'sad' may!

Yes indeed a very sad may... Basically bro left the fam out... And I strongly wish to have a last family picture if this family were to broke up again... And the picture I will keep it inside my mind.... As for me, love is not the right time... People talking about love... Me? I'm talking about family... Okay for me the june holidays is not for me this time... Education, CCAs... School stuffs. Family. I just miss my bro so much, I've never missed him so much this while. But this is just weeks. not years... I think like I'm not having brother anymore... He's not there for me always to support me, exams grade no good everything I touch, I just think about him... And what will be happening to him... Everything, that includes sleeping, everytime I wake up for these days it's just his pillow. Not even his smell... I type also crying... My pillow is like wet from wednesday.... My mother, ignoring my brother when he come back, it's a confirm... Ahh... What the heck is going on with the fam? Please I want my old times back, where we had our dinner together. Look at now, we even have our dinner separately.... I don't know laa. I just miss the time where we share our lame yet funny jokes together, we go window shopping together, we treat ourselves an ice-cream. Now... Not even a phonecall towards each other... Not a face shown... I just want to take the last picture together as a family if you are trying or planning to run away from home, I can't afford to cry and can't do anything everyday... At least a picture of you will do, so the miss will go away for awhile... I have to say that I MISS THE OLD FAMILY! AND I WANT IT BACK!

Sundays!

Hey hey... Back from UNIT CAMP... So had a hell of a time, but worth the time... Basically Ms Bong assigned me as the head camp... So had a hell of a time... As she gave instructions during exams... And we were like short of time to have a meeting session between leaders... Soo basically not all were present during the camp, only a few sec 3s and alot of sec 1s... But I think for me the camp was less well organized I admit... But the overall the camp was Average... Hmm, soo basically had 4 1/2 hours sleeping ON THE TABLE! haha! Then the next morning my leg was like burning on the sides... And I have to listen to angry teacher... And I just take the past as a lesson, and the future as an Opportunity... So alot of things happened, first... Afiah, Syamir then surya kanna... And I really thought afiah had a gerls thing and she was like crying, so I didn't really know, coz we were like in a rush and was like mostly separated... Haish... And I can't really tell the whole story here right... And another thing is that my brother... Private matters... Hmm.... Okay laa, I was like waking up at 1:30 just now... And continued sleeping till 7... woohoo.... Damn tired I tell ya... So dad won the poster contest... and now... bye! haha! No topic and also tired... byebye! :)

No sweat tuesday!

Boring day is today. Today no school. So woke up pretty late. Then did my things and then send things to Ms bong, but! That human is giving me problems, so therefore I've no choice to call back all the leaders for maybe a final meeting, due to money problems. So meeting those guys tmr. Hmmm.... anyway nothing much, as for today my grandma came home. so went to limbang and grab bubble t for her. coz she's craving for 'em, this is all thanks to my parents for introducing bubble t to her! damn it! soo been thinking of modifying a pio bike, hahaha! Saw one of pio pio rider's bike and was like asking myself 'if I were to modify that bike, it must be cool to sit on' hahaha! Was just thinking laa... but soon my uncle will be sponsoring me for DH bikes, maybe I'll ask him to cancel the sponser and sponser me a pio bike to modify my self! nyahahaha! Haiyoo... dun know laa... nvm, it was just an opinion.... okay now currently watching tv and talking to my gram-gram, and also feels that my lungs are being pressed on... damn it hurts! hmmm okay laa, nothing to say anymore! soo.... byebye!

Trashing Saturday!

Yes! Kings of Hall did it again! haha! Okay so watched them play soccer, puas hati tgk dari rumah... 20-0! haha! Ni dah sah boleh masok EPL Jr... haha! Okay so after their match went back home, meet up with haikal. Repair HP then go back, sleep... Until 4:45. So went down late. Then not many came down, played poker cards, then play soccer at the hall, then played water. then go limbang, buy bubble-t. then bought 2 of strawberry milk tea, then OTW home drank 1 cup of that, then home poke another one then drank quite alot then gave my mother some, game it... haha! Okay so upcoming exam updates are on monday, DnT! Chialak! Heck care fcuk care laa! 1hr only, then 9 can chow liao. So tuesday watching movie with the boyz! Maybe laa... IDK! hehe! Hmm so monday no lucnh for me. bring own lunch laa... haha! Hmm... CAMP IS NEAR! My time has come.... GUYS CAN YOU FCUKING CO-OPERATE! THIS IS NO LAUGHING MATTER! STRESS GILER BABS LA SIOO! bye! hehe... tomorrow! my class! Die! Got project... today must write down. bye! chalobeteh!

woorrkayy wednesday!

Hey, yesh! Today's my chem paper, and geog... Was okay laa, but tmr, not okay! Maths dok! Haiyo! Hancoh bochai! Can't really take exams nowadays.... hahaha! Anyway, today ppl call me mat-rep alot! damn! Chicken pie! Okay soo, basically there's 3 more papers left to be taken. Soo it's ending soon! But results ain't soon. Soo can't really enjoy yourself. Hmmm.... Okay now nothing to say anymore! arghhh! ok bye!

Satuday night fever!

hooooorrhhhhhkkkkaaaaaayyyssss! Back! So saturday is today, so today went swimming with parents.  went at around 1 then back at 3.... ASS! Okay so the water I was expecting was to be cold, but the water is WARM! Damn it! ASS! Never mind paid 1 bucks, hahhahaha! So no sweat! Okay then back and had a great knock out! Was damn sleepy! So slept and just woke up! hehehe! Ermmm, okay it's been 2 days already... heehs. I can't say I have feelings for you. Yeah you missed the old times, mee too! hahaha! You know I know! So tomorrow, will be seeing your face again! haiyaaaa! hahahahaa! So donnoe when to celebrate leh! If celebrate tomorrow like not fare uh, monday school! probably kene bedak je laa budak tuu! haha! I must tell the whole world that I missed 23rd may for the first time! memories went back into my head while walking there with my friends! hahahaa! Damn it! You lorong uh! hahaha! Well not so much laa this days. Bought a new kronos shoe again. haha! I must say I've been wearing the kronos shoe for a long time, but then the blue shoe yeah that guy saved my feet from the surface of the earth that are not good for my feets! so therefore thank you kornos and I think I'm going to wear you on monday! the new one! And also bought shorts, nikefit! I think this is what aliff was talking about, tights... heehh.... okay for now. nothing laa! bye!

Fridays!

Yesh I'm back! So had school today, normal. Had a short meeting with the OC, then off to the mosque! Then after that walked to interchange, then walked along the path last time, and I feel weird, and plus aliff asking me about the past, then I suddenly felt emotional all the way back! haha! Weird feelings are coming back! haha! Then thinking back about the past it really makes me laugh! Like funny! And to be honest! I'm smiling while I'm typing! hahahaaha! can't lie! Fridays mah! hehe! Okay la, dun wanna talk about the past again... haha! Nnti apape jadi, lebih baik tarik diri dulu... nyahaha! And I suddenly thought of this boy's name... dun wanna reveal it here.... Then I felt that I shouldn't ask yesterday.... haha! Then I smiled only! hehe! dah lahh! bye! :)))) nyahahahahaahahaahahaahahaahaahahaahahaahaha!

Stress all around my head!

Yes exactly! Got the new time table for exams, so feeling more stress... Then plus me being the head, it's just killing me, maths is totally out and SS. I'm going to be down for that two subjects! Damn that paper.... Okay currently stuck with the planning at day 2 of the camp. Camp list, IDK whether it's done or not, friday! Have to show it all to bong. Pack week! Tomorrow have no choice but to stayback to plan together with the leaders! Man! Head breaking things! Hate it...

Exams! English is out!

Okay from today onwards, I need not worry about english for the mean while... It's over, and time to move on.... So today had english paper. Went to school and then back went to limbang bought bubble-t then off home, then study. slept awhile then the same phone call disturb me... wthell! Urghh! Okay so, been bored these days, with nothing much to do.... CCA camp is just near. And seniors are still acting like there is nothing, so tomorrow will be it... Hmmm... I think I don't have anything to say laa! So for now.... byebye! Ohh and and, to those of you readers who has a jailbroken Iphone please leave me a text on the tagboard! Bye!

Hols!

Okay so enjoyed my monday as today there's no school for me! Holidays! Wheee! Okay so woke up then went sk8 around 11, feel weird skating back... haha! Okay, then went back at 3, did chores... Then study, slept, ate. Sms my friend then talked japanese... cool stuff! haha! Then got one number, random number, called me. wthell! Then I didn't know who was that human... then she asked about DNT, then I was like wondering whose voice was that, then figured it out, it was anak azhar. hehh... what a suspen! HAHA! Woke me up from the nap... wtheck... haisss! Okay, ermmm... actually nothing to talk about now... haha! Ermm. okay lah! LAzy malas! bye! slamat tinggal! sayonara! Jomata! O ya su mi na sai!

Not much...

Yes no doubt life has been hard for the past 15 years, so living it well to the end... Alot of stuffs to go through... Well, there's nothing much I can say about life... Okay cut the crap... So currently I've no special feeling towards anybody. Just to let the world know that I'm single minded currently... So please don't bother me for now, as I'm going through exams everyday... So tomorrow the school gates aren't opening... HEHE! So going to enjoy a lil tomorrow. Well but I must say this is the hardest period of my life, exams, communication breakdown, LOVE? haiss... It's all mixing in my mind... So well, today didn't go to class. dunno why. hehe! No reason actually. Hmm, nothing much laa actually coz exam's starting, so study. Basic... No soccer, skating, hanging out, shopping, chill out... and everything that is not tested in exams. Erhmm... currently feeling down, but friends and classmates says that am I going to sulk everyday? haha, guess not laa. so not down now neither up... hehh... now Idk what to share about laa, just letting the whole world what I am now... changed alot. families said that my shape is getting slimmer, well alhamdullilah! anw haven't do my homework yet, so going off about right..... NOW! bye!