It's over!!

It's over for me, as for friend.. I wish u could get on with her, as for me.. I'm moving on and seriously! This time, aiming for Sec 5! It's I M POSSIBLE!! Yes, I'm possible of making it happen! uhmm, and to u, I'm sorry that I hv to leave u and say in that way, coz I won't loose a friend again and so I'm saving my friendship, as for love I've to let go... So I'm really sorry if I was harsh to you, and I want to stop chatting with u! Just now, heartbroken, now!! Happy for her and friend! so in summary, I'm a happy man! weeeyy! okay bye! That's it... :)

It's all about Sec 5...

Hey morning guys, I guess I'm back to blogging FOR NOW.... So let me say this straight forward-ly, I've been admiring this girl and ermm also, I've been admiring my test marks, and it looks like half of my heart says to me to get over with love and continue studying HARD, and the other half telling me to get on with love... And on my brain, it says to me to persue my education and get on with life... And ermm yaa, it's really complicated actually... And errmmm... Recently, I've been wanting to go to SEC 5 alot!! As I want to be officially a POLY student!! And I now knew how hard it is to persue a sec 5 dream!! The reasons for me wanting to go to sec 5 is just because, I want to be a part of the NAVY family, but sadly they don't take MALAYS!! Urghh... But still it's telling me to not to give up EASILY like I did alot of times, back then... Hmm... Anyway, I've been thinking and wondering if my mother's words are true or not... I'm a smart but lazy kid... But is it true you can get over with laziness? Nevermind, it's for me to find out... For now, I'm ending this post... Byebye...

As usual!

Fasting month has arrived, and so my will to go to poly!! And I doubt so it's a difficult thing, as I'm in acad stream... errmm, so basically I'm learning to control my vulgars and stuffs like ending me up to sins... And umm, I've got nothing to say laa... mood : Down... :(